A tough time swallowing pills


I had been born with a cleft palate along with a nasal voice. I had two operations, but they were not successful. I nevertheless have a nasal voice but talk a little bit greater now.

When mom fed me as a baby the milk/formula kept running out of my mouth and it took a long time to feed me. They did not know anything about a cleft palate back in the early 1950s. Now kids can get operations at six months and at two years old. They no longer need to go via life being tortured and teased by other children. I used to be a misfit and felt like I did not belong. I in no way had any friends and I came house crying every day from school.

In ninth grade I had been pulled out of public school and set into private school. Although there I used to be fairly much left alone. I graduated number thirty-two out of thirty-three girls in 1971, but at least I graduated, and now I am a honor student and I am proceeding to finish by BA degree on the net.

Now I'm fifty-one many years old and I began experiencing symptoms of asthma and Raynaud's Disease around 1996.

I used to be intending to college, before online courses and degrees were obtainable, and was noticing shortness of breath even though going up and down 3 flights of stairs to my classroom twice every day. I noticed that my fingers and toes have been getting colder, turning white, then blue, and finally turning numb, particularly when I got cold. I would go into the college bathroom and rub my fingers under warm water (not hot, as I did not desire to burn myself.)

From then on, I started having worse, and on top of it all, I had been intending by way of the change (menopause) at the same time. I graduated with an Associate Degree in Business, after which I began getting worse. I used to be overtired and needed naps within the afternoon, and pain was slowly getting the superior of me so I finally went to the doctor.

Right after a physical exam and blood work, he told me I had Raynaud's as well as the CREST variation of systemic scleroderma, skin tightening on my fingers (sclerodactyly), along with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS). I had already had gastric reflux and a hiatal hernia, each of which had been giving me trouble with swallowing and causing me to throw up food as soon as I ate it. I also get frequent stomach ulcers, which are literally a pain. Whenever I get colds, or sinus infections, my asthma seems to obtain worse. What a mouthful of diseases for a single person to handle all at as soon as!

The doctor set me on acetaminophen and medication for my stomach ulcers. As soon as the ulcers healed, I was in a position to eat normally. Nevertheless, I still occasionally get episodes of vomiting, after which I get set back on the ulcer medication. Now it's obtainable over-the-counter and is less costly.

Meanwhile, I wanted to go on for my Bachelor Degree but could not go to college. I had been bitterly disappointed, but a year later I got my very first pc and was able to continue my education online. I also met my future husband online, too, a wonderful success story. I lived in New Jersey and Don lived in New York City.

In March of 1999, a year after my mom died (my dad had passed away seven many years earlier), I met my new boyfriend. I moved from New Jersey to New York City in July of 1999. One more disappointment is that I by no means had any kids, and now that I'm via menopause, I cannot have any, so we are childless; but we have every single other, and which is all that matters!

We got married on February 2, 2000, Ground Hog day! We each married late in life and waited for love. Anyway, my husband has multiple sclerosis (MS), which is now out of remission, and he is intending by means of some fairly tough symptoms of his own.

We are each on Social Security disability, so we're nonetheless poor, barely in a position to pay the rent and our bills, but we have each and every other and that is what keeps us intending forward. We hold several stoop sales (garage sales), just to be able to put food about the table.
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